Lots of appointments.

Sorry I didn't get to finish my post last week. It was a busy week. I had parent teacher conferences. So on my week off I posted that I visited Madi's preschool. Then on Tuesday I took her to Iowa City for a checkup with Dr. Matthews, her neurologist, and Dr. Starner, her pulmonologist. Things went well. We saw the neurologist first. She was happy with the progress Madi has made physically but she said she should be a little further along in her speech. She suggested more speech therapy and an evaluation by a psychologist to get a good idea of her cognitive age. Then the pulmonary dr. came in and asked about the machines we got and how it was going. I told him I only had to use the pulse oximeter once and not the other two yet. He suggested we start putting the couch assist machine in her face maybe once a day so if she needs it this winter she won't be scared of it. A lot of SMA kids have to have oxygen monitored throughout the night and he said he didn't think Madi would need that anytime soon. So that's good. He thought she looked great and was doing well. Then the MDA representative came in and just talked with us and asked how things were going. She was very nice. I am going to try and sign Madi up to be an MDA ambassador. Then they decided she should get a flu shot. So they only wanted to give her a half dose since she had never had it before and then in six weeks she has to get the other half at home from the pediatrician. Boy was she mad! You should have seen the look on her face. She looked at me like,"How could you have ever let them do that to me mom?" It was awful. Even the nurse said that was the saddest look ever! Then she screamed for about 10 minutes. Poor thing, I can't wait for the next round! I think I am going to get Molly and Morgan one too. That should be a great time! We finally left Iowa City about noon and got something to eat. She charmed everyone in Burger King by smiling and saying hi. She fell asleep on the way home. When we got home it was time for the speech therapist. She said Madi had improved greatly! She thought she was behind but not too significant. She said usually a person can understand about 75% of what a 3 year old says and we can understand Madi about 50% of the time. I suggested more therapy time and she said when she gets in school she will have it once a week. So I guess we have to wait until then. Then immediately after the speech therapist left the physical therapist came. Poor Madi! I never really thought about how exhausted she would be. She was not interested in P.T. at all! So she ended up not staying very long. Miss Madi was a little crabby and had every right to be! The next day was Wednesday and I took all three girls to the dentist. Morgan and Molly did great! They made me send Molly back by herself. It was so sad. She just took Morgan's hand and walked back like a big girl. Then they called me back with Madi and Madi did not want to sit in the dentist chair. I sat with her and she just cried. All he did was check her teeth and gums. It was real quick and painless. She has just seen way too many doctors in her short little life! Then I attended Morgan's Halloween party on Wed. and had her conference. Then on Thurs. was Molly's Halloween party and conference. What a week! Halloween was great! Aunt Brandi spent the day with us and went trick or treating with us in Bettendorf. Morgan was a very cute elegant witch. Molly was an adorable Tigger, and Madi was a little puppy! I will hopefully put some pictures on this post tonight. They got more candy than anyone ever needs. Madi kept eating the candy every time someone handed her a piece. I couldn't get it out of her hand quick enough and she would put it in her mouth wrapper and all. We had to dig the wrapper out of her mouth twice. We are STILL waiting on new of the standing dani and wheelchair. Next Friday we go visit the orthopedic doctor in Iowa City and then on Dec. 4 we go back for the evaluation that the neurologist ordered! I hope everyone had a great weekend! My cheer team got 1st in St. Louis. Yeah! Happy Veteran's Day to all of you military vets out there!
Love, Megan

Our busy weekend!

Okay so it has been a week since I last posted. We had a very busy weekend. Friday night we went to Frank's Pizza with some friends. It was fun.Then on Sunday we had Molly's last soccer game. After a rough start, she didn't want the season to end. Madi cheered her on. Then we we to the pumpkin patch with the Lewis' and their friends Aaron and Nancy. The first patch was kind of a bust, it was expensive and the kids only went on the straw castle. Which Madi couldn't do because it was too small for me to fit in with her so she had to watch. It wasn't easy pushing the stroller through the hay either. So then we went to the Camp Abe Lincoln patch and we had fun. The girls all sat on a horse for the first time. Morgan loved it, Molly cried and wouldn't go for a ride, and they let me ride with Madi. She loved it. I hope that means she will like therapeutic riding when the time comes. Madi also loved the jump house. She just sat on the edge and yelled, "Bump, Bump!" which means jump in Madi language. Then we did a little archery where Madi just cried the whole time cuz she wanted me while I tried to have some fun. I hit the target both times. I was pretty good! Watch out Ted Nugent! HaHa! Then we went to get snacks and it took what felt like forever! Cuz Madi just cried the whole time until I gave her a snack. I had carried her around the whole place because the stroller didn't really work in the grass or on the trails. My arm was exhausted and so was my patience by the time we got to the snacks. She refused hot dogs and just ate the snack mix. She drank like half a bottle of apple juice and I was worried cuz I forgot the diapers. Man I hope potty training is in the near future!. Then we finally went home. Madi crashed on the way home. She got a pretty good nap. Then we went to our neighbor's bonfire. It was fun until Madi got crabby. Then we went home and woke up Sunday ready to go! I made the girls clean, clean, clean! Then we went to Grandma Rita's. All the way there Madi said,"Carmie,Carmie" THat is my mother in law's dog and Madi loves her. WE ate dinner on the beautiful new patio that Todd and Tom made and then the girls stayed while I went to cheer practice. Grandma did pedicures and Madi had her cute toes painted too. Sunday night we went to bed early! Today Madi got some new shoes. She needed some easy shoes to put over her AFO's. I think these are better than the tie up ones I had. I am starting to put her ankle braces on all day cuz I am worried about how her ankles cave in right now. Every time she stands she puts the inside of her foot down so her ankle almost touches the grounds and that is how she gets to a standing position. So I hope having her AFOs on will help. I spent the entire day today on the phone making appts. for Madi and trying to figure out the standing dani. We are working with the Davis Made people to get her a standing dani. I am frustrated because my therapist isn't sure if she wants to write a letter for it or not cuz she isn't confident that Madi can operate it. I just don't think people understand. THere were so many LITTLE kids at the conference and I have seen many kids on blogs that learn and operate this thing very quickly. I have no doubt in my mind that Madi will pick it up quickly. She tried it at the conference and knew what the joystick was for. So on Friday we have to go to this medical equipment place and have her try a power chair so our therapist can see if she has potential for it. Tom was super mad! He thinks they misunderstand her mental capacity or something. I know the therapist is trying to be safe but I don't think she understands! If she won't write the letter we have a used one that we can purchase if we have to, but then we wont get the warranty. So, I know I have written a book here but just wanted to update for those that care. I will post when we find something out.Have a great week! Don't forget to check out my care page miracle for madi. See the exact address in my last post. I can post a lot more pictures on that site. And I should have pics on my facebook soon too.

SMA awareness on TV

We are so lucky to have had ABC's Extreme Makeover help a fellow SMA family. It was so neat to watch the show on Sunday night and meet such a beautiful, mature, and intelligent little girl. I am so happy that now so many people in the world saw what SMA is and how it affects everyday life. I have such a positive outlook on the future and I am only hoping that when Madi is 8 or 9 there will be a cure out there. I had many tears while watching it and lots of people called me and shared their feelings about the show.
On another note, Madi is still doing great. She has a bit of a cold right now and we are hoping that it doesn't turn into anything serious. Unfortunately I was sick, still am, all last week and I think she got it from me. She woke up a few days ago really hoarse. She sounded so cute, but it really isn't cuz she can get pretty sick. Last night she woke up crying and I couldn't figure out what was wrong. She still doesn't tell me when something is wrong. I tried out our new pulse oximeter and it said she was at 99% for her oxygen levels so all was good. She wears a hip brace at night and lately she has been telling me, "It hurts" It is so sad but I don't know if she has learned that I feel bad for her and take it off or if it really hurts.
We continue our weekly therapy sessions. Our water therapist just had her baby! Congrats Tara. She has a baby boy named Griffin. One of our best friends, the Dykstras had baby number 4, a girl, named Abigail. And last week our friends the Osborne's had a baby girl named Natalie! Lots of new healthy babies to be thankful for.
We are waiting to hear from the Standing Dani people. They have to come give us a quote and measure Madi. We are also awaiting our wheelchair. I will be going to Madi's preschool in a few weeks to check it out. Thank goodness her preschool teacher was thinking ahead and saved a morning spot. I think Madi will really like school. I hope we have her standing dani by then.
I am still in awe over the generous people that we have in our life. I don't feel like I have thanked enough people for all the donations and time they spent helping us with the benefit.There are so many people to thank individually we would not have been so successful with out you! We are truly indebted to each and everyone who helped out in any way. Whether it was just going because you are a friend of a friend, going to help, just wanted to say hey, came from out of town, whatever the case thank you!! But most importantly please know that from the bottom of our hearts- we are truly and deeply appreciative of each and everyone of you and what you have done for us. Thank you! I also keep a similar blog on www.carepages.com/carepages/MiracleForMadi If you go there and sign up you can get an email that will let you know each time I post an update.

New Equipment

  Well Friday we finally received some of Madi's equipment. The medical equipment place sent out someone to show up how to use 3 new pieces that I hope we won't need to use this winter. One was her pulse oximeter that shows us her oxygen levels when she is sick. We can determine if we need to take her to the hospital or not. We also got a cough assist machine. When Madi gets respiratory infections the cough assist machine forces air into her lungs and then makes her cough. After a few times of the air pushed in and she coughs then we use the other machine, called the suction machine. Hopefully when she coughs she coughs something up and the suction machine can suck the junk out of her mouth. So we are still waiting for the wheelchair. The bad news with all of this was the insurance company. We will need these machines forever and they decided to rent to own to us for 10 months, ultimately saving them money! I would have met my out of pocket deductible by ordering this stuff but since they are making us rent we will have to start over come January! It is 1050 a month. I hope to complain to the insurance and have that changed. Then Morgan had a sleepover and we went to Subway. Madi was smiling away at everyone and waving hi. She was funny! She has decided that she loves chips! Saturday morning we went to Molly's soccer game. Madi was a good cheerleader and yelled for Molly! Saturday night we went to my school carnival. We had our friend Emily as a helper. I had to go in the dunk tank for 15 minutes and poor Madi cried when she saw me go under. She did not like it! I had to tell Emily to take her somewhere else while I was in. She played the dig in the rice game and the pick a duck game. It was fun! Yes I did get dunked several times. On Sunday morning Madi stayed home and slept in with Daddy while the rest of us went to cheer on the runners at the Quad City Marathon. Later we went to Grandma Rita's for lunch. Madi loved playing with Carmie and she got her pretty toe nails painted. She loves to stand up now and she always says, "I big girl" She is so cute! I am starting to worry about the preschool transition. I hope she gets in the morning session or else I don't think I will send her. Her teacher mentioned the afternoon session to the babysitter but that wouldn't work. That would mean Madi would have lunch at 10:45 and not get a nap. Definitely not an option. So pray that it all works out! I am also worried about her speech. I have been around a few 2 year olds lately and she seems more behind than she should be. I don't know if she will have other problems on top of her SMA because she was a preemie or not. I hate to think that she will be cognitively behind as well. SMA kids are supposed to bright and get along fine in a normal classroom with some physical accomodations. I hope that holds true for Madi. We are also trying to make the decision on the Standing Dani so pray too that we can make that decision and get the funds to pay for it. There may even be a used one on Craig's List or something! We are still getting donations and counting our blessings everyday for so many supportive friends and family. Madi continues to show progress and we just pray to keep her healthy through the cold and flu season. Her standing is amazing and she is starting to pull herself up on about anything. I hope to get a picture of her with her walker up soon. Have a great day!

WOW! Amazing Weekend!

First of all, I can't even express in words how grateful my family is for the support and outpouring of generosity that we saw this weekend! Our fundraiser was more than we could have ever asked for! Thank you to all who attended and those who just dropped off a donation or even prayed for the beautiful weather! Thank you just isn't enough! On Sunday I couldn't think of anything else except the fact that I felt like God was looking down on our family and we were surrounded in light! It wasn 't just small rays but huge ones! It was so weird because I had never pictured such a thing before! I felt like the whole community was being enveloped from the heavens. Sorry I know it sounds a little corny but it is the only way I can describe what my head was picturing and my heart was feeling! I hope I got to thank everyone and say hello. If I didn't I am so sorry and know that I am so thankful you came to show Madi and our family you care! For those of you who had other commitments or couldn't make it I know we were in your thoughts and prayers! The bands were amazing! Thank you to them for your generous gift and talent of music and your donation of your time! My husband did a great job organizing them. The Kids Zone was a big hit, thanks to Megan Graham and all the volunteers. The silent auction was huge and had so many fabulous baskets. Thanks to my mom, sister, and Kim! Thanks to my sister in law Brandi and my brother Bob for keeping the day running smoothly! All of my family who traveled from the Chicago area and Tom's family all came to show support as well. Like I said, I just can't even believe how many people came out and were soooooo generous! Our preliminary numbers say we raised about $12,000. We plan on paying off her wheelchair, paying off some existing medical bills for Madi, and then seeing if we have a huge down payment for the Standing Dani. I hope to add some pictures to this blog tonight but I wanted to get something up for everyone to read! I will have more to read and pictures to look at later! (Okay a few pics were sent to me and I wish someone would have told me to put on makeup! I think I aged 10 years in the last few months. I better get more sleep!) Please pray for a fellow SMA family the Turnbull's who are going through some really difficult times right now. Their daughter Stella is a type I and not doing well. They are in Iowa City, mom is Way pregnant with #3 and having to go through really tough times right now. May God be with them and give Stella some healing! THANKS again and God Bless, we sure are!

Okay one of the coolest things ever happened to me today! If you have been reading my posts I mentioned a really touching song called, "I'll Walk". Well my friend Kim has been fielding calls for me about the benefit and she called me and said I got a call from some guy about Bucky Covington or something. She is so clueless! Sorry, I love ya Kim! Well, the writer of the song actually had some kind of google alert out and got wind of my blog. He read it and felt moved so he called to talk to me! Can you believe it? Me? OMG I am still soooo excited!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I called him, his name is Brent Wilson, and I talked to him for like 1/2 and hour. He was the nicest guy ever! He told me that he was praying for my family. He has a little girl too and can't imagine what we are going through. Weird that my crazy life now seems routine! Anyway his wife is a teacher too! He is sending me autographed CD's and posters for the benefit! It's amazing how the singers get all the glory when the writer made it happen! O'well I guess it's a team effort! Bucky is pretty good! I can't wait to tell Madi about this someday! I am planning on her dancing to this song on her wedding day! I hope I make it that long! If you haven't heard it yet you better have some kleenex near! Go out and find it and listen. It is a great song!!!!! So that is the most exciting news today!
We are still getting donations in for the silent auction. I can't wait to see what kind of turn out we are going to have. If anyone still wants to help we can use baked goods for the bake sale. Anyone who wants to donate their time I have some time slots available. Let me know what time you want to work and I will let you know what you are doing. 3 more days! Crazy!

What a Weekend!

This picture was from Labor Day Weekend when we stopped at a State Park. Madi and Daddy!
This weekend was very busy getting ready for the exciting event next Saturday. My mom and sister came in town to help me organize and prepare all the items for the silent auction. We have over 60 baskets/items. Isn't that amazing! What generous friends we have! Madi was very excited that her Aunt Kelley, Grandma, and cousin Caroline were here to visit! Saturday we got a good start to the morning and headed to the cheer gym. Madi just jumped right in and crawled up, down, sideways and every which way that she can on the mats. What good therapy going to the gym is for her. Then we left and picked up Bailey and Taylor to entertain Molly, Madi, and Caroline for the day so we could accomplish something. Morgan was at cheer. We bought the last needed items, checked out hotels for the family, and then enjoyed lunch without children at Panera. We got home around 3 and worked until well past midnight putting basket items together and making them look presentable. My best friend Kim and her adoreable niece Elise spent their Saturday working on the baskets too.
Madi wanted to help quite a bit by getting right in the middle of all our stuff and saying, "I help you." Her favorite part of helping was the garbage. She would pick something up and say garbage and then crawl over to the garbage can. She loves to stand up holding on to everything now. She stood up on the floor holding on to the recliner and almost let go with both hands but still isn't quite sure. This morning she crawled up the first step and then turned around and sat down all by herself. Her smile was sooo big. She was soo proud of herself. When it was bedtime I layed her down and she rolled over and said, "Wake up!" It was funny but after the 2nd attempt she finally gave in and fell asleep.
Sunday morning she was so happy that Grandma went to the store and bought her waffles. Then she played with her cousin and sisters for quite some time. We had a friend stop by with her 7 month old baby and Madi really liked her. She would pet her and kept saying, "I want baby!" Then Molly said the FUNNIEST thing! She said, "Awww mom, she is sooo cute! Can we buy one of these babies?" She was totally serious! It was pretty funny! Another great thing happened tonight. It was bathtime and everytime I get her naked before the tub I put her on the little potty. She never did anything until tonght. I sat her on it then I told her to go pee pee and she pushed out and peed in the potty! Hooray! We all clapped and cheered for her. Oh wouldn't life be grand without diapers!
One final note! I heard the most amazing song the other day! It is called, "I'll walk" by Bucky Covington. OMG I cried the whole song. A girl ends up in a wheelchair and she says she'll walk and then on her wedding day it goes that she tells her dad, I'll walk and she gets up from her wheelchair. I can only dream for Madi. It just really touched my heart and I really want to buy that CD now. I guess so I can cry? Oh well I do that anyway! Please pray for nice weather on Saturday and that I keep my sanity until then. It will be a stressful week! Don't forget to leave comments on this blog page. I look to see who has visited and I am always sad that few people comment on my entries. I'd love to hear from all of you! Thanks to all my family, friends, even people I don't know who have dontated to the silent auction. I can't wait to report back to you how well we do. God Bless! Have a wonderful week!